Tuesday, September 13, 2011


I am not sure what state I have succumb too. A tired, frustrated and uninspired one. I lack motivation and keep telling myself I want to do certain things yet just do not do it. I get tired of hearing myself us excuses, bitch about work, degrade myself when I get nothing accomplished. Yet I a not really unhappy either spending time watching tv, chilling with the fur babies, napping, playing WOW. And I have been doing lot of socializing with friends who are dear to me. So it is not like I am really doing nothing for my happiness, but I do miss things and really need to make myself WORK them int my time frame. I do feel I am still adjusting to the new work hours and habits. And since I do sometimes work from home due to being oncall, this has brought a whole new dynamic to home life/work life, it is a bit not fun at times. It clashes, if that makes sense. (sigh) No real thought patterns tonight, kinda in a thoughtful mood, but not in such a good way where I can see any of my thoughts producing great ideas! And I think my little doggie is sick :(



  1. I am always thrown off when I am adjusting to a new schedule/job/home/you name it. And a lot of people find the change to fall/winter a lethargic time. You've been doing wonderful things. Time for good friends and people you love...and our furbabies (I hope yours is not sick!)...that is precious time. No worries. Life is cyclical. ;)

  2. Hi Desi. Thank you for your visit and for leaving such a sweet comment. I hope things have started looking a bit rosier since you wrote this? And that your little dog is not feeling poorly! I think Rita has offered an excellent reason for these low times in our lives. They most certainly do happen to all of us. Don't be too hard on yourself about not getting as much accomplished as you'd like to. Just appreciate each moment you have now and, in time, the other things will come together.

  3. Desiree! (weird talking to myself hehe) Thank you for stopping by an yes my little lady is feeling better, as am I. We all have those days! :)