Today...

I wanted to put what I was thankful for today. That was indeed my main purpose during the week when I made time to blog again. And I still will at the end though I guess. Since I let someones words anger me. But how can you honestly just leave with no explanation and then have the nerve to ask how someone might be. Well let me see, since you did not even have the guts to be an adult and say hey were leaving for whatever your reason, then hmm I am thinking ye, you are not really worth my time. SO sadly that would indeed also me becoming angry is wasteful but it is human, bleh. But you can not owe someone money for one and two know they at least think you will be paying rent etc, then just leave while they are at work and think they will not become angry. Also you can not really think you are right in this. FIne you were unhappy or stressed, well oh waaa, were you the one working, going ot school and paying the majority of the bills and then some for a year, OH no you werent, you were th eone who all the sudden finally started helping and then just decides to be immature and not very nice, and run out. So do not say well were friends and I wonder how you are, or well yeh it was stressful so I didn't know what to do. BULLLPOOO, spare me the fact that you are trying to make yourself feel less guilty for just being a bad friend and well basically bad person in such a situation of being irresponsibly. OK! And yes I was stressed out and yes it was a lot to do with you, but did i put it on you or blame you to you, why no I did not. I made sure we all ate, and had water an electricity and never made aware the fact that obviously is now true aware that you will never be more than you are but living off my tax money for a feigned reason of bs health reasons because you just do not want to work. SO yeh we are way better off. However yeh I still get mad about because you had no right to be stressful because wtf were you doing all day, not much huh. GO to work, and school then and hey add on your job sucks and is stressful and then let all your money you work for go to paying for food for someone who does not work, does not want to make a difference always, thinks they are the center of it is all me I am the only one who gets upset unfairness etc blah blah blah, yeh then maybe you would have the right to just walk out, well no you still would not because it would be wrong. But maybe you get my point, bleh. Whatever yeh I was pissed and yeh the mention still irks me. I have to however from this point on let it go indeed. Because we are better off and then some. SO yeh!

SO on that note. Thank you one for letting me rant for a moment although I wish I did not have to feel that way or make it so apparent to you all.

Today I am thankful for being a responsible woman who wants to better her life and does not blame others for that which has befallen me.